Shadow Man Born A Citizen in a Foreign Land

"How nice." or "That's great." are quite possibly the two words most repeated (by me) in my life.  I might not mean it half the time, but goddamnit, sometimes I don't know what else to say - when I am really listening or when I'm not.  Nobody seems to know the difference anyway, and I am fine with that.  Honestly.  Currently I am surrounded by people who don't really know me - if they are trying, I am not sure.  Maybe I'm not willing to let them either.  I am fine with that too, honestly.  "Honesty," now that is a word.  Most people don't even know how to define it, or let alone live by it.  It is a game of probability we all play - according to the rules or despite.  At this point, I have no other choice then to be fine with that too.  Honestly.